I'm Back!

Wow...it sure has been a long time since I have posted anything. To be honest, it has just been a busy couple months and well...things have been a bit tough for me so haven't felt like I have had much to say. But I will give you the update on my life.

The most frustrating thing about the last couple months is that I am once again homeless, yes I know its ridiculous. My roommate decided that she was going to move and left me in a situation where I had no choice. I had something else lined up but it fell through at the last min and left me without a place. So for the last month I have been crashing with my friend Haley and her husband. Thank you to them! There just hasnt been many new options that weren't weird situations or bad locations so I am still on the hunt. I am trying hard to not just jump into a place but have it be one that I can stay at for awhile. I am SO sick of moving! But I hope to have a place picked out hopefully by the end of the week.

My job has been frustrating and not really making me happy. I have been wanting to get back into massage and so I applied around and started working for a place part time. I am hesitant to get back into it just cause I have to make sure its a place that is busy before I quit my job, so that I dont find myself in a bad financial situation again. But I ended up quitting after 2 weeks cause I was getting propositioned for other things like every day...what the? Craziness! Since then I just have had too much going on to look for other places so once I get settled I will be on the hunt again.

As for my dating life...ha...always interesting. I never mentioned that Sterling and I broke up back in Sept. Came out of no where once again and was very hard for me. But he is just very scared of getting serious again and so he kinda freaked out when it was really good. Doesn't make a lot of sense but he has a lot to work through. Even though its been hard, it has been a good thing for us. We started dating again, not "techincally" exclusive again but we pretty much act like it. Things have gotten a lot better recently and so we will just see where things go.

The holidays were alright. Actually the first year in my life I wasn't totally into it. Just hard at this point in my life cause the things I really want don't come under the tree and Christmas is just more fun when kids are involved. Been a hard couple of months. But I am definitely looking forward to this New Year! I am so ready to put 2009 behind me and hope this year will be much better! I will try and be better at posting more! Hope you are all doing well!