Well I know I have been horrible at blogging for the past several months. Think its because I spend all day on the computer at work and so when I'm not working I dont want to be on the computer. And...well haven't felt like I've had a ton of great things to blog about. But for those of you who use this as your way to keep tabs on me...I'll give you an update.
I am STILL working at the same place, which just keeps getting to be more and more of a joke. But the good news is that I am very close to making the big change to something else, hopefully in 2 weeks, but not for sure yet. Cross your fingers it works out so I can keep my sanity.
I am STILL working at the same place, which just keeps getting to be more and more of a joke. But the good news is that I am very close to making the big change to something else, hopefully in 2 weeks, but not for sure yet. Cross your fingers it works out so I can keep my sanity.
As for my dating life...well I really dont understand how it seems to come so easily for some. Lol..it is definitely not coming easily here! But there is still a particular guy in the picture. (not sterling!) He is amazing and we seem like a perfect fit. We have a strong connection, but once again the strength of the connection has kinda freaked him out. At this point I am just trying hard to trust in the timing of things and see what happens. So I will keep you posted.
On that note, I am at a point in life where I am trying to make some major changes. I had previously been bitter and angry about things not working out the way I wanted in life. So I have been trying to control them, which I have finally submitted to realizing it is out of my control. and I am giving myself back to the Lord and trying to follow his plan for me. So I am just trying to do what I know is right and let things fall into place. Its amazing how just some small changes and then big changes have brought such a happiness back to me. So much of life is about our attitudes and how we deal with what we are dealt. I know that one day I will be blessed with those things which I so long for.
I have really been trying to focus on myself and do things for me. One of those things is that I started playing soccer again! One of my roommates plays a lot and got me into it. I started on a coed indoor team and then recently started on a womens outdoor league. It has been so much fun! I love it and should have been doing this years ago!
Below are just some recent pics taken recently to show some of the fun I've been having.
My roommate Rachel and I in our jersies at the Jazz Game
One of my besties Kate was in town and got to finally meet my birth mom Sharlene. Kate was the person who called her for the first time for me, so it was about time they actually met.
On that note, I am at a point in life where I am trying to make some major changes. I had previously been bitter and angry about things not working out the way I wanted in life. So I have been trying to control them, which I have finally submitted to realizing it is out of my control. and I am giving myself back to the Lord and trying to follow his plan for me. So I am just trying to do what I know is right and let things fall into place. Its amazing how just some small changes and then big changes have brought such a happiness back to me. So much of life is about our attitudes and how we deal with what we are dealt. I know that one day I will be blessed with those things which I so long for.
I have really been trying to focus on myself and do things for me. One of those things is that I started playing soccer again! One of my roommates plays a lot and got me into it. I started on a coed indoor team and then recently started on a womens outdoor league. It has been so much fun! I love it and should have been doing this years ago!
Below are just some recent pics taken recently to show some of the fun I've been having.
My roommate Rachel and I in our jersies at the Jazz Game
One of my besties Kate was in town and got to finally meet my birth mom Sharlene. Kate was the person who called her for the first time for me, so it was about time they actually met..jpg)
